alexandra lueck

Could it be that i was wrong?

Should i have known all along?

Stuck in this horrible fight. .

Maybe nobody is wrong nor right.

Friendships breaking like dropped dishes.

Us reuniting is one of my only wishes.

My heart is breaking and i dont know what to do.

Maybe its because as a friend i lost you.

Behind my smile and optimism… I am slowly falling apart.

Of your bullshit, your lead ons, your promises, and the way you make me feel.

Time for me to wake up and stop worrying about you.

Tired of putting myself out there, Psh if someone wants to be with me . Come to me .

Sitting here, talking to you, makes me think all we could of been . I miss you soooooooooooo much . Can’t wait to see you .

I can do Better than you . Because better is a person who sees how special I am and can be . Your so focused on other people you don’t realize all I have to offer . And I’m sick of reading this bullshit and seeing this shinanaganze . I’m Over it . I don’t wanna talk hang out see you . Done . You go fight for her while I’ll find someone who will care about me and if all goes wrong fight for me . Because that’s what I deserve . And these miNd games being created are really irritating me. Why think about you and what ifs ? If I’m being shadowed out of your mind for someone else . SO OVER ALL THIS . I don’t share a guys heart with other girls, if you want me ever , I won’t ever reconsider . Because as of this morning I’ve realized I never really wanted you. And I never will.